R.I.P. my dear Maia.

 

I lost my very best friend today. My dog Maia passed away leaving a gashing hole in my heart. She was my very best friend. She was obedient, loyal, and most of all, she loved me unconditionally. She didn't care if I was fat or thin. Pretty or ugly. Rich or poor. She loved me just the way I am.

I miss her happy face and her soulful eyes. I miss her sitting at my feet while I'm on the computer. I miss her rushing to greet me every time I come home. I miss her sleeping curled on my laps while I watch TV. I miss her sleeping on that exact spot just below my butt every night. Oh.. I miss my Maia so much!

My Maia have helped me through so many of life's obstacles. Just playing with her and watching her gave joy to my heart and lifts my spirits up. When I'm sad and crying she would come lick my tears away.. And now, she is gone. My very best friend in the world is gone.

She was more loyal and true and faithful than most friends and definitely more so that any boyfriends I've ever had. If she was a human male, I would marry her! Yes, that is how much I love my Maia. She might just be a dog to others but to me, she was my very best friend.

Please God take my Maia and bless her and take good care of her. I'm putting her in your care now so please I beg you, take good care of her. I promise she would provide you with as much joy and happiness as she had for me. I love you Maia and you'll always and forever be in my heart. Rest in peace.. *hugs and kisses*

Its 2010 Already?!?

Hey people... How fast time flies.. Can you imagine, it's already 2010!! Where did time go?? It shocked me today to realize that its already the MIDDLE of January. Was I sleeping to not realize that time is zooming past me? Well, that just goes to show that I need to wake up and smell the coffee. Time and tide waits for no one after all. Very cliche no doubt but it sure holds true.

I'm still baffled about what transpired between Christmas and now... Time just zoomed past me and I didn't even realize it. One minute I was celebrating Christmas and the next I'm waking up baffled wondering where time went. Maybe the fact that my New Year's celebration was pretty lukewarm didn't allow it to register in my mind that it's already a brand new year. Guess I've been too spoiled in the past celebrating New Year with a big bang. Oh well, "cest la vie", says the French. That's life.

Well, I'm glad 2009 is over. It have NOT been a good year for me. Right now I'm embracing 2010 with my arms wide open. Time for a change. 2009 was pretty much a wasted year. I wasted myself, my time, my emotions, my resources, my everything! Yes I know I shouldn't have any regrets and should take responsibility for my own actions and trust me I do but I just can't help feeling disappointed. I've invested so much of myself and it all came down to absolutely nothing.

It's time to move on! I have this niggling feeling that 2010 would be a wonderful year for me. It's the year of the Chubs! Wooohooo! So people, wish me luck and pray that I find success. This year it's all about me.. And yes my dear friends.... its all about you too.. Ahahahhaa... I'm dedicating this year to improving myself, healing and appreciating what God gave me... Yes, God gave me my life, my friends and most important, God gave me my family.

So, happy 2010 everybody and with the new year, I'm wishing everyone new hopes, new dreams and new happiness. Cheers!